2008/07/14

complicated
you are complicated

i am complicated by you

but actually i am quite simple

i am dumb

i am dumb and happy.

i am a dumb piece of meat

and i rott everyday

my flesh gives a rotting smell

and people say its the smell of life

and they come to me

and watch me rott

and gets happy and upset and annoyed and disgusted and maybe sometimes feels compasion

but they dont realise they are rotting too.

a dumb piece of meat is pollution

a dumb piece of meat eats and consumes and vomits

a dumb piece of meat should burry itself in the ground

or burn itself

but a dumb piece of meat has something called mother and father and family

and they will be scarrred for life if the dumb piece of meat burns itself

so the dumb piece of meat should be dumber to be happy and rott quicker.

doesnt work

you are there

i am here

and

i still believe

but we were

seperated

by birth.

bourgeois girls and boys

dont know love

we only know

comfort and boredom that follows

depression and boredom

is luxury

and it is our mother and our father

and it is repetition

why bother to escape your fate

what you were born into

why you suffer your poor self

everything is a lie

and we can only hope that there is something

out there

the last time we thought it was the last and final

and it wasnt

and it wont be

we will have affairs

and we will be bored

we will envy others

who will envy us

we will all be jealous and ugly

and then we will be bored

it is repetition

and i am a fool

it is our mothers and our fathers

and we will become mothers and fathers

and our children will follow

and the comfort will last if we are lucky currency wise

but the boredom will follow anyhow

2008/07/13